Will vent about day to day life here and other thoughts.
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DATE: 08-02-2025, 20:47
MOOD: sleepy LOCATION: my room LISTENING TO: Ruprecht 4500 - Sankt Nimmerleinstag EATING: nothing moru
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ENTRY 5# - Tired
Been so exhausted lately, not too sure what the cause of it is. As friends of mine know I have a selective eating disorder, and while I have days where I eat pretty ok, there are times where I'm more sensitive. I guess I'm in one of those pesky waves cause I've been barely eating any real food other than my comfort foods, which are not nutricious in any way. So.... I think I'm tired cause I've been eating like shit. Also last week I spent like 4 afternoons remodeling my room. It was worth it tho, I got a 43" tv to connect to my pc and watch youtube. Also three new furniture pieces to help contain all my stuff. It feels way more organized now. But yeah... Because of my tiredness I haven't really been doing much lately - no music, no site updates, no doom mapping, no nothing. Will see if getting on multivitamins will help. Other than general exhaustion I've been doing pretty normal. |
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DATE: 26-01-2025, 16:47
MOOD: happy, hungry LOCATION: my room LISTENING TO: nothing EATING: nothing moru
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ENTRY 4# - Live synth jamming vs DAW midi automation
For those who don't know, recently I got a studio setup in my room.
Since I got a job now and can afford my stupid ideas I bought: - an audio interface; - a Behringer RD-9; - a Behringer TD-3-AM Yellow; - an Arturia Keylab Essential 49key midi controller; - ...and an Arturia Microfreak. I've been composing stuff on fl studio for a while now (although I barely post anything I make) so my logical next step was to set up midi with all my synths and stuff and compose stuff with them on FL Studio.... But honestly I've learnt that I enjoy live jamming wayyyyy more than composing stuff. It always sounds better and is 10 times less frustrating. OH well. Guess I'm gonna try to do my tracks now live instead of automated. Let's see what I'll make... |
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DATE: 25-01-2025, 14:26
MOOD: happy, bored LOCATION: my workplace LISTENING TO: nothing EATING: pistachios moru
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ENTRY 3# - Very happy with this site so far
Been redoing some pages like the about.html and I feel like the aesthetic is really coming together. IDK where my sudden motivation for this sparked but it keeps me busy at my job lol.
This site is going to be a complete manifestation of my uncontrollable train of thought and thousand microhobbies. Also update on the guy from the last entry, he got told by my boss lol. I love karma. |
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DATE: 22-01-2025, 15:15
MOOD: Anxious, pissed LOCATION: my workplace LISTENING TO: nothing EATING: nothing moru
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ENTRY 2# - Some people are just rotten
A bit of a work rant today... this fucking guy at my work just ruined my evening. He emits such arrogance for no discernable reason. He's the museum's restauration artist... I have never been inpolite to this guy yet he always responds to me in the most rancid fucking tone possible. He has his head so fucking far up his own ass over the position that he's in, meanwhile others in higher positions don't act NEARLY as entitled.
Today he decided he was above our own damn bosses and refused to sign a paper which we have to track who's taken the building's more sensitive keys. I simply told him to please sign the paper (as everyone does) and he told me no and that he wouldn't repeat himself in his typical asshole tone. I complained to my coworker since this wasn't the first time and she told me he's always been like this. I asked again for him to sign when he returned and he got all pissy asking me if I knew what his position was (since I'm new here), yadda yadda, and I kept asking him why our bosses sign the paper but he can't be able to take 5 seconds to do so. He threw at me that my job wasn't staring at my computer, implying I wasn't doing anything before storming off to do whatever the fuck he was doing. My brother in christ... I am a receptionist in a not so popular museum. I have nothing else to do but stare at a wall... not to mention that asking him to sign my paper IS DOING MY JOB!!!! |
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DATE: 20-01-2025, 19:00
MOOD: Neutral LOCATION: my bf's house LISTENING TO: Evilfeast - Elegies of the Stellar Wind EATING: nothing moru
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ENTRY 1# - Start of this journal thing....
Largely just testing this. Don't have much to say today. Chilling with my bf.
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